around here/lost in transition
this week i tried my hardest to take advantage of Lily’s school and ballet spring break coming up (one whole week) and go somewhere
my first choice was bend, or to go visit my high school bf who i have not seen in decades but flights are so high i could travel to portugal for just as much
my second choice was nyc/philly where i have two other bfs but unfortunately due to bad timing for them it cannot happen
i was longing for old connections so maybe i could feel like my old self again?
i feel the need to get away
i need to breath new air, see and feel something different but i guess now is not the time. even though it feels like it should be
i have also been feeling like i am in a constant state of lost in transition
will this house be ours? will any house be ours? will we move again? will we have another baby? will there be a vacation?
nothing seems settled these days and it is making me feel not at ease
it is starting to break me down actually
despite any of this, life keeps going. it doesn’t stop
Lily and the garden keep growing, Foxy needs feeding/walking, meals keep getting made, laundry washed, house cleaned…
you know just the rhythm of every day routine
with less of a pulse this week
happy friday friends. have a great weekend
a lunch. tortilla, cheese, avocado and tomatoes
heart rocks
a home made chocolate treat
from our garden
a very sick day
sunning in the morning sun. his favorite thing to do
my two favorite flowers. an orchid and a lily
sunday morning. computer nerds
new bedding. ikea
this is becoming a lunch habit
he’s a good one
after ballet
black swanning around
a ballerina snack
Lily art time
a dinner
new friends
this guy in his favorite morning spot
morning rainbows
a successful egg hunt at school
a mustache
mel
March 22, 2013 @ 5:55 pm
…aww, sounds like its being a real trial time for you there Claudia, sending you warm hugs + prayers that this, too, shall pass… and brighter days brimming with hope are around the corner. Sometimes it gets hard to see that things will change for the better… sometimes you just have to get through moment by moment. You’ll have these lovely pics to look back on despite the hardships faced currently… for they are lovely!!
Have a bright weekend my friend.
xx
mel
needle and nest
Claudia
March 22, 2013 @ 5:59 pm
@Mel,
i think it’s my big welcome to the forties 😉 happy weekend to you my friend!! xo
Lisa
March 25, 2013 @ 2:31 am
Naughty Forties!! Hope you feel like yourself again soon x
All the images I love love love
Claudia
March 25, 2013 @ 11:48 am
@Lisa,
well hopefully they will just get better from here on 🙂 xo